I Miss Playing

I really miss playing football. So... I am on this big debate on trying out for the women's pro league... the thing is the tryouts are three weeks away, theres a fee, and I must I have med insurance... which I don't! What do I do?! I think I am also a little bit scared... that is the question on my mind right now. Maybe my dreams will give me some answers. I shall finish my thought later for I am at work.